heck and whatnots

i was devastated when chast told me that he "joked" about despising her and the whole dp gang for forcing him to be trained. what he did is so infuriating. why would he joke around meanly telling people that he wouldn't talk to them just because he felt so gwapo? he dropped words like he's going to make hell out of it! what?! out of what?! to hell with him but i'll be making it more easier for him to get his wish (insert sinister laugh here). oh yes! i'm so willing to pave his way there and beyond.
grrrr!
why would he say things like that, i really can't rationalize, no matter how hard i try to do it. he's just so irrational and mean, to the core. well, it's going to be his loss if he won't enjoy things as they are.
ekkk!
okey, so much for that.

let's face the D-vil and show him his home in the days to come.
bwahahahahahahahahaha!
i can't be more than ready!
BWAHAHAHA!

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because of our recent exchange of text messages, i'm missing papa again. why not, he'd been so cool and wow-na-papa with his responses to my maphenic messages.

since my brother and i never fail to text him and mama our whereabouts for the day and his usual reply is always a "God bless u always", i really laughed my life and limb out. and here it is:

me: I love you mamahusay and papapogi! superduper love! bwahahaha!
papa: ur words r alien to me but i like it! Ha ha ha
me: take from the prettiest daughter of the loveliest couple in whole widest world!
papa: mana ka nga talaga sa 'kin.
me: pero mas mana si mirlu sa'yo, laging nasa mirror, porma nang porma.
papa: so tanggap mo na? ha ha ha
me: oo naman, magbibirthday na ata ako tapos syempre magreregalo kayo.
papa: ay ganun ba? eh diba lagi ka nang may load?
me: (nahirapan na magreply hanggangs a dumating ng ps at iniwan ang phone sa locker.)

cheers for the best father mapen is blessed to have!

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oh yes! may blog na si baby bear!
well, that's, one positive thing that came out of that, err, accident.
nagkablog tuloy sa blogspot!
saan ka pa?!
may benda na sa ulo at lahat lahat nag sign-in pa sa blogspot!
hindi lang pang local escalation 'to.
may ps loyalty award na ata 'to eh.
and yes, not to mention, blogspot award.
so here's the link: aiza.
take a peep and you'll know what the accident is so all about.

and one more thing, binigyan siya ng 100php nung nakabangga sa kanila. kamanghamazing, right?!
di nya ata namention to sa blog niya.
hehe.
mention na lang dito. winner kasi.

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what am i supposed to do w/ my tickets?

gawrd, cebu pacific dudes, can you let me use it in june instead?

puh-lease?

(batting eyelashes)

just so you know

rayuma.

chast (B1)...titingin tingin
maphene (B2)...kumakain ng mani na bigay ni rida.

B1: oy, tama na ang kakakain ng mani!
B2: nyay, konti lang naman..
B1: teka, ilan na ba nakakain mo?
B2: okey lang yan, iinom naman ako ng madaming watah!
B1: ay at ano ba tingin mo sa URIC ACID, nafa-flush?!

ngayon, si C1 at C2 na kami, CURACHA 1 & 2. haggard lang ang 9 and 13 days straight. brave kami diba? di na nagsawa sa avaya.

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para sa mahal kong si juan paolo corum:

love as much as you can, that is. go lang ng go! well, at the end of the story, tayo lang din ang makakadefine ng exact meaning ng ating happiness.

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he now belongs. i thought he won't accept it.
it's as if the universe had conspired so he could be included in taht 5-man list.
i'm not aware that this would happen
but it did and it will.
it's so overwhelming having people who support you all the way.
stepping every possible inch just so you 'll be a happy camper.
i so and do really appreciate it.

being unboyfrienable isn't as difficult as it seem yet not as easy as well.
but i think i still can go by a year or two without having one.
chos.
syempre much better if.dot. dot. dot.
ahahaha!

but to hell with it,
I've many friends to help me get through the rough times.
as reytch would put it, as long as you have friends whose hankies are ever ready as their shoulders, then heartbreaks will be nothing more than ant bites.
yes it is.
i concur.

but still.

i don't know how to feel about it, him being within my vicinity.

hays..

"My heart is drenched in wine
But you'll be on my mind "
-norah jones