sort of a prelude to proceeding entries

hehe. parang excuse lang ah.

oh, let me thank first to you all my family, friends, lovers (?) and countrymen who made my birthday soooo memorabilia!!! sana nabusog ko kayo, dahil ako hindi. wah! hehehe! and i'm going to post something about it and why the irony.

well, i was supposed to post that entry two hours after the MNL clock striked at12am. surprisingly, as i am a birthday-obsessed-sort-of-freak, i did not. but of course, i will! that would definitely after i get back to manila.

yes. right after i get back and that would be less than 24 hours from this very moment.

because i'm HOOOOME!!!
i'm a dalakit baby, very catarmananon baby!!!

and among my i-really-love-life moments here are:
*sleeping in mama and papa's room, AGAIN.
*being constipated and after drinking begerlai nagsuperlbm na ako.
*the "charcoal" experience -translation: ang uminom ng charcoal, as in uling, juice. laban?
*going to church with mama ug papa and
*being dehydrated, i almost fainted there
*being ate pretty to dave
*being hugged by mama very very very tightly and
*being papa's girl all over again, lahat ng whims tinotolerate ni ama. cheers!



but i'll be leaving tomorrow for manila

mamingaw na naman...

but on the very bright side of it, i'll be seeing everybody again! hola hola hola! and before hugging and making beso beso with you guys (konyotik mode ako. and oo, in spite and despite of swine flu 'to, beybeh!), ito, para sa mga nabibigyan ko ng daily dose thru this blog:

witch- miss na din kita. soooper! powerhug ulit pagdating ko! wah! madidis-appoint nga lang kitra kasi walang pajama.. busy lahat nga mga makina eh.. wah! nonetheless, may pasalubong pa din: powerhuggg! yabyuuu!

babybear: amishuuuu naman. magkikita na tayo bukas at salamat kasi pina-smile mo ako ng text mo kanina kahit di ako nakapagreply, alam mo naman kung ano ang features ng cellphone ko. hehehe! kamusta kay papabear.

mareng bear: mishuuuu! mukhang kinakabahan ako sa maari mong gawin sa mga darating na mga araw... wah!

kirby: haha. ito na, at nagpaparamdam na ako! salamat at nahalata kong miss mo na ako. haha. or yung mga entries kong pinbagpipyestahan mo kapag wala si amo mo. mahal kita kirby kahit warla ka!

lestat: mahalllll! hows tofiluk? wag kang magselos kung kinakamusta niya ako dahil natatakot ako baka si deliciosa na ang maging defendee mo! wah! scaryyyy yun mahal! i sooo miss you. tell kelly walang shorts kasi lahat longs. nyerk. sa wednesday pa pala tayo magkikita. hay, it's agonizing...

*toot*: how's hell? i mean, your dp feel? hehehe. as usual, love you pa rin. whahaha! yun lang. bow.


basta, may three entries akong i-popost after this, bago man lang matapos ang aking lurvley birth month.

see ya and tatah!

birthday bliss

tomorrow she'll be 23...

and the story started with these two...

who later on had:

that actually, actually, actually started with a lousy date.

err, ahm, yeah. not that lousy at all.
pumayag makipagdate eh.
dinaan sa malagkit na tingin at pasweet na smile...

and after three months:

tantantadan
tantantadan tantantadan
tantadan
tantadan....

and they lived and loved and quarreled and loved and raised a son and the loveliest daughter! ever! everrrrr! afterrrr!

yes naman!

blog ko 'to diba?!!!

ahahaha.

and i'd always be thankful for having you both...
had i been that good 23 years ago to be blessed ni daddy God
with a family like this?


and this is how i spell
bliss.

and the verdict is:

papalag ka pa ba?!
ahahaha!

umabot nga
at magfo-floorwalk pa ako.
mukhang di ata siya magtatanong
at natunugan na ang mga mangyayari.
wow.
parang may pagkaparak pala siya.
or CSI ps.

whatever.
ang sweet lang.

magbibirthday na ako eh.


so okey lang
na si mapen ay mag-inarte.
bwahahahahahahahaha!

pre-birthday blues

(translation: sheer pag-iinarte)



in eight days time i'll be 23.
23 is a pretty age, i know.
it should be a time when you already know what is going to be good or bad for you:
people
places
time
and emotion.
i know i shouldn't be
scared
but
yes
i
AM.


i don't know where the anxiety here was born.
all i know is that along the way of moving out of region 8 and facing the lots of manila,
it was reared.
anxious of what's in store for me for the coming months.
i want to know which of those will terrify me,
and
which will bring out the best in M.E. (maphene esteria) hehe.

whew!

i'm still not used in putting into words and cultivating through it
these monsters in my head.
surprises are surprises.
life won't be life without it.

yes.
yet.

i still think surprises should be more happy surprises when you are 23.

whew! whew!

well, this litil gerl here is still and of course happy looking forward to an exciting 23 as she had a blast being 22.


PAUNAWA: (parang CR lang. hehe.)

for those who had the fancy of reading this:

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waray maglilimot sa regalo!